I keep getting the urge to go out and get a woodblock, cowbell, splash cymbal, etc... but until I get what I've got figured out, what would the point be? Who knows... if I keep getting worse like this, I may even end up selling the set... but that would leave me where? I've noticed this disturbing trend of starting things as a prodigy, and quickly degrading backwards from there. Even my bread and butter of computer repair. Either they got a lot harder to fix from Windows 95 to today or I've even gone backwards there.
I'm going to go do something else I stink at and write to Wonderful. I figure a 50/50 shot that I'll either impress her and start down the road of another 'excuse' relationship, or shoo her away with poorly expressed feelings and opinions.